life updates?
May 03, 2020Jujur kangen ngobrol ngalor ngidul di blog, jadi iseng deh post sampah begini. Gausah dibaca juga nggak apa-apa sih. Terlalu nggak jelas isinya.
Sebelumnya aku pernah janji kalau bakal post setelah ujian lah, kalau udah nggak sibuk lah, ampas banget ya bohongnya. Padahal akunya sendiri nggak sibuk, kerjaan sehari-hari ya scrolling Twitter atau nonton Youtube. Emang kekuatan writer-block gak bisa dilawan.
Anyways, howdy everyone? It's been exactly 2 years since my latest post, and I changed, i guess? (Bukan fisik sih, kalau fisik nggak beda jauh, aku masih pendek dan kentang). I became better but also worse. [Laughing outside crying inside]
The better part is, I learned so many life-lessons! Sedikit lebih baik lah. Tetep aja sih, I'm still trying to be better and improve myself more and more.
The worse part? since I became a junior high schooler, I keep having mental breakdowns and I get stressed. a lot. itupun ada tambahan masalah eksternal lainnya. Gini amat ya hidup? Asli, selama 2019 dan sampe sekarang tuh banyak banget pressurenya, hiks. Bisa dibilang, I became unhappier?
Well, no one can stop things from changing. Jadi ya, gitu. Dulu aku susah menerima perubahan gitu kan (as you can see from my latest post) tapi kalau dipikir-pikir, yaudah, mau gimana lagi? Life must go on.
Lah kumat jiwa jiwa sadgirlnya. Yaudah gitu aja deh, daripada makin ngelantur, nanti label post ini malah masuk label Thoughts dong kalau ngelantur gitu wkwkwk.
Oh iya, stay safe ya, buat siapapun yang baca, jangan lupa jaga kesehatan! Mari berdoa masa-masa quarantine ini cepet cepet selesai, dan kembali seperti semula. Aku pengen balik ke sekolah, soalnya kangen uang jajan hehe. :D
With love,
Nailah.
2 comments
Kalau ada orang yang bilang; "You changed a lot".
ReplyDeleteJawabnya, "No, a lot changed me" ya Nailah, haha XD
btw, semangat terus ya! Stay safee <3
iya sepi banget blog huhu. btw semangat, Nai <3 <3 <3 stay safe ya!
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